The Cycle

It's interesting how much I want help from people and I want them to know and at the same time, I don't want them to know because I don't want to be that drama queen who just is so full of her self that she never talks about anything but her problems. I don't want to be that needy girl who everyone has pity on and just tolerates. It's being a burden to someone that I don't want. It's funny though the difference of those who've been through depression and those who haven't. I always have this fear that someone feels pressured and that I'm being clingy. That I'm trusting too much again. It's my problem. I trust too much and then realize it, completely sink deeper, and then distance myself from them. Hopefully God will help me to cling to him more than anyone else.